Why Im Here? - Oleander


its the reason for my pain
in a season to celebrate
i dont wanna be full of hate
for anybody, but its too late

everyone has been in my face
telling me that im a disgrace
showing me things that i must face
telling me that they need their space

i cant love you anymore
im scared of the sound of it

its the reason why im down
im beaten been pushed around
hit the ceiling without a sound
everone i know considers me a clown

i cant love you anymore
im scared of the sound of it
i cant love you anymore
woman, i just wanted more

i cant love you anymore
scared of the sound of it
and woman, i just wanted more

its the reason why im here